Lessons learnt through life

I has walked this world for seventeen years  and although it may not be a long time i have learnt many lessons throughout this period of time. One of them is to give and get respect. When i was fourteen or fifteen, i was a cocky,proud , pain in the ass boy. Nobody liked me at that time. Then basketball entered my life. The sport has thought me to be humble because i am not the best, it has taught me to give my opponents respect as that respect will be returned, it also has taught me to never back down from any challenge. Through this game i has earned the respect of many and at the same time i never forget to return the rsepect given to me by others. This is so far the most important lesson in my life. The next lesson is the importance of friendship. All my life i believed that i was the greatest, that i need not others in my journey but i was wrong.the say that we only feel the pain after we fall, i tell you this :That is so true. Without my brothers i could not have possibly see through many trials in life. Now i am going to a far off place and a new band of friends will enter my life, friends that im am willing to trust with my life, friends who will fight with me and drink fro the chalice of victory together. Those who say that they can stand alone , i will give them a prophecy, the prophecy is they will fall down in life and they may never get up. The last thing that i have learnt is love, family love and any kind of love. I have grown to love my family especially my father for he is my hero. But that doesnt mean that i dont love i mom and sis, its just that my da has been so much to me. I have also grown to know the true meaning of love. When i was two or three years younger i will always act cool thinking the chicks will dig me, but i was wrong. Love is the most mysterious thing yet it is the most sacred. Love's  gonna conquer it all, this is a very good quote and it is a principle that i am going to apply in life. I am still waiting for that goddess to appear but i promied myself that altough it may take a life time i am willing to wait. This are the lessons i have learnt so far. It has made me wiser, made me more matured but most importanly it has made a better person.

My friends

I will be leaving to Australia soon. Im not happy and at the same time i am not sad. Leaving my motherland wont be easy but i am willing to go the distance. I have friends who will be going but there are 2 in particular that stands out. They are Bernice Ong and Shireen Chow. I met them in form two but at that time they were damn pissed off at me. They may still be pissed now but i just want to say that it is my honour,my privelege to have them come along with me. I am an antisocial person , i am very shy but i am full of emotion and that is the thing that i want them to know. I am not a proud person. I wanna be a good guy,a guy that everyone wants to be with. And i hope that knowing this two people who are vibrant with life, will cure me of my antisocialness. My friends, i promise you that if you guys go to Australia and you guys face your darkest times,i promise that i will be there holding a candle lighting your life and i will help you if i am capable(or maybe if you all want a torchlight that would be fine). I do not whether they will be seeing this but i just want to tell them that i am grateful of their presence. May the Gods bless them forever just as they had for all this years. Friends are easily made but true friends have to be earned.

Puppy Dog

Today i found this puppy at a basketball court in ampang. The dog was so damn cute but no one seems to own it I pleaded mom to let me take care of it. Mom gave the green light but dad refused so what can i do?His the boss. Anyway I let the puppy there and i pray to the Gods that he will still be there next week cause im going give it some food. Hang on there little fellow!

Denied by the dentist

Today i went to the dentist in Ipoh to get my braces. Unfortunately i was turned down. The dentist said that in order to get braces i will have to visit her clinic once a month and that aint possible because im going to Aussie. But in a way i am very happy because i heard that having braces is a pain in the butt. So thank God i will have to wait till university is completed till i can get my braces.

They reap what they sow

Lately churches around our country are being burnt and vandalised by God knows who. These people are scums, vermins, maggots, dirt and must be punished. However it has not been determined who are the main culprits. Im sure that the goal of these people is to destroy the fineline that is holding back the racial tension that(i hope not) will erupt someday in our country. Therefore we as educated Malaysians , people who are strong with the mind and are empowered by knowledge must not fall into this cheap trap. In the world today only a united Malaysia will be able to withstand the challenges that the future may bring and therefore we must first unite. We must not be swayed by the weaklings. Our will is our own, we know what is right and we will do what is right. Do not point fingers at each other, it will do no good. I am no Christian but i know one thing for sure, the church is the house of Jesus, He is powerful and he and only he will be the only one who will be able to punish these people. So we must hold on to fate, do not past any racist remarks . As the ancients say a tiny spark can ignite a field. You may think i am trying to act wise, but seriously i am not. I say this because this is the place where i belong and i wnat it to live foreverin peace and its people united and strong.

Old Disney Nostalgia

This morning i was watching the Disney Channel and during the break it showed some advertisements on the new Disney movie. I have one thing to say: The new Disney sucks. Where were the good old days where movies such as Pinocchio, Little Mermaid, Hercules and so many others which became the fantasy of countless children. When you watch all those old movies such as the Lion King you wanna dance to their songs, you wanna love the character and it also wants you wanna go to Disneyland. Now?If you ask me to go to Disneyland and see Hannah Montana or The BS Jonas Brother you can just count me out. Has Disney really lost irs magic? I certainly hope not. I hope Disney can reinvent its movies so that the younger children will be able to feel the joy that we once felt, let them feel the magic and stop making movies on rockbands and singers. If they wanna go audition for their talent, go to American Idol let Simon Cowell screw them up.

To Australia im goin

By next years end of February you all wont be seeing me already because im going to Australia to further my studies. I dont know whether i should be sad or to be happy. Sad because im leaving everything that i had cared and got used to all this years. Happy on the other hand because I will get to learn new things, meet new people and I truly hope that what i learn I can use it to help develop and make my home country stronger. I am dissapointed with some who say that they dont wanna come home because there are no job here. Well I tell them this: They are losers. If you are good,if you are capable i dont see the reason you cant get a decent job. our contry our mother land is where we are born and it is where we sholud return to. We must develop our motherland and make her flourish so that our children, grandchildren and all the future generation live comfortably and know that we, the warriors of pass fought hard to provide them with the best and pray that they will continue our efforts and see to it that our legacy endures. I however will not be going alone. I have friend good friends, trustworthy friends who will be coming along. Thank Olympus that they are tagging along and im sure we will conquer Australia.